~# Enough? #

Is it really worth it?
From my perspective...

Is it really worth it continue down this bullsh*t lane?
You who make every single effort to abuse, crush and destroy all of my efforts.
Is NOTHING I do okay?

Everything I do is met with hostility or... "You just don't like it"
If this is just some totally retarded way of showing You care...
*clap clap* for being the most retarded person on earth, the most SELFISH person.
You just do not and may possibly NEVER realise the amount of crap I have,do and would for You. yet You continue to treat me as if I'm dogsh*t that You have stepped on.
Great job, You really know how to make someone feel lower than dirt.
Every opportunity is taken advantage of to "attack" me... Thanks I really appreciate it!
Although pride is not an issues... It does not mean I am willing have this bullsh*t rubbed all in my face.
Why don't You try stop being a dickhead?
Did You EVER stop to think "hmmm... I wonder what this is like for the other person...?
Well if so why am I lower than dogturd?
Your words and actions do not fit... These words full of false hope, full of crap...
You say "ABC" but then Your actions do not match "ABC" in fact its not even close...
You purposely go out of Your way to trample all over my heart, wow thanks I'm so glad this gives You so much entertainment.

Why am I so unable to follow my own advice? All the advice ad knowledge that I tell other people, yet I myself am unable to take on board my own advice. how pathetic.

Even more pathetic is the fact You are willing to toy with another person, to toy with feelings and emotions, am I only hearing things I want to hear so that You can get things You want to get? 'cos it sure as hell feels that way.

I don't understand, do You INTENTIONALLY but others before me just to take the piss?

I must be the last to be first?
I've spent too much time being last...

IS IT WORTH IT?

I hope that the reason You continue to do what You do IS WORTH the cost that I am paying...
I bite my lip and continue to "pay" just so that You may benefit from all this life has to offer You...
But there I can only bite down for so long... Until I begin to bleed... Then I must "take time" to recover... As usual... Before being able to go through the entire process again...
So I guess, I'll continue "paying"... It's all I can do...

Just shout whenever and I'll be there...